Naw don't feel bad in the slightest, I think every memeber of TB who works in the industry (or is industry adjacent like myself) would much rather hear your honest thoughts about our beers.
Good question regarding distro, but they did have some serious issues with distribution / franchise laws up here in IL. A wide distribution mentality might help reduce the influence the local distributor has over their product. However, that is 100% speculation as I really don't know.
If El Zacaton ever makes it's way out by you ("Mayan" / Mexican spiced stout) definitely give that one a try as it's my favorite beer from Une Ane / Hubbards Cave.