Man pshankstar so sad to hear. Its stings so bad. At some point we couldn't keep Ra alive through his suffering. That's the part that really terrors me up. They will suffer and tough anything out, out of love and dedication. Much more than any human. It was hard but we put our cat down early because many had told us how badly they regretted having their animals suffer for longer than needed.
I know you know all this, but teary eyed telling you this, the right thing might be duelly one of the toughest and most compassionate decisions you will ever make. Idk maybe cats and dogs are different, either way, I feel your pain. If we all had half the strength, love, courage and spirit of nyla we would be upgraded. The only good words I have is that in two months after Ra passing I was better. G-d bless nyla and the rest of us and may her life help remind us all how blessed we are to have each other and our loved ones. OT I am drinking my tears for nyla, pshankstar and family and Ra.