Distilling talk is not allowed on HBT. This falls strictly outside the realm of brewing beer, wine, or mead. There are several distilling forums out there, check with them.
"This" appears to be a poorly formed search that returns results primarily dealing with questions about cocktails and adding commercial spirits to batches of beer and wine.
"This" is why you are likely to be banned.
Posted publicly because you find private messages a valid way to attack the moderation, but choose to turn them off such that we cannot reply in kind.