I quit last September with a vape. Cigs were getting two expensive. Having a job outside with no desk job "cig breaks" was costing $20 a day. Now with my vape I'm around $10 or less a week.
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I quit smoking and chaw 12/27/95. I never looked back. I kept a couple of items around just in case but every time I looked at them I gagged. I smoked cigars and mostly Camel straights for a long time. I started working out and in a year or so I was in the best shape I had ever been in at age 40. I would move 9 ton of iron weights every other day before work, free weight and nautilus. I can still hold my own pretty well at nearly 57, less than 2 weeks. Had I kept smoking, forget it.
You can do it. It takes will power and set up emergency diversions to keep your hands busy for those urges. They do go away after time. Just don't smoke anymore.
Replacing smoking with exercise is the way. You just can't do both.
Don't ever go back Billy. You get enough smoke burnin' rods. I know that I did at least. I was doing steel fab when I was your age. I loved it and had a good business. I gave it up due to what I saw man. Brian tumors and leukemia. If you do mig or tig you are better off. I did AC AP stick mostly, it was the era. What is odd is that I have a nephew hotshot that got union wage not too long ago. Newbies don't even know AC 6011 poor fit unclean metal.
I had another smoking dream a few days ago. They are very real. I wake up from them ashamed at myself for starting up again. I did challenge myself to quit, and these dreams make me feel like I failed. Each dream is a mix of the visceral joy of satisfying the desire to smoke, and the guilt at doing so. It's a commitment that I will keep, unless my wife dies before me, at which time I'll start smoking incessantly until it's my turn![]()
A couple of things that helped me when I was jonesing hard were fresh grapefruit, just peel it & eat it like an orange; it helps to eat it over the sink as it tends to drip juice. And those little strawberry hard candies with the strawberry jelly filling. And violent video games, they help to relieve some stress & aggression.
Keep going man, you can do it!
Regards, GF.
A couple of things that helped me when I was jonesing hard were fresh grapefruit, just peel it & eat it like an orange; it helps to eat it over the sink as it tends to drip juice. And those little strawberry hard candies with the strawberry jelly filling. And violent video games, they help to relieve some stress & aggression.
Keep going man, you can do it!
Regards, GF.
when I tell my story most smokers will tell me that I was never really a smoker. I started up at the beginning of college, and quit my last year there (5 years). I was more of a social smoker, and otherwise would have 1-2 a day (much like how I drink currently). I would smoke more when I drank, but not much and a pack would last me a good week, week and a half. In my senior year a roomate had bought a marked down tin of Top loose tobacco and A rolling machine. I started rolling them by hand sans machine because it just didnt work well for me and would smoke filterless crappy cigs from there because the tobacco really was crap and kinda stale. The funny thing is this is not what made me quit. It was at a party where I bummed a Baileys branded cig from him, lit it up and took a drag, decided right there that it was not for me, handed the cigarette back and said something along the lines of "ugh, i'm done." and quit right then and there. I have had a cigarette on a rare occasion especially while drinking and can only get through 1/3-1/2 before the nicotine buzz kicks in and I have to stop. They do not taste as good anymore either.
I have noticed though that ex-smokers are very sensitive to the smell of cigarettes and tobacco smoke. I can smell a smoker or lit tobacco from much further away than friends that have never smoked. I really do enjoy the smell of unburnt tobacco as well as that quick subtle hint that is smelled when someone in the distance lights one up. The heavy smoke smell is gross to me as is the stale smoke smell. I do not really miss it though I occasionally think that one would go well right now then think about it and realize that it really wouldnt. I do miss the cigarette breaks though. It is a shame that non smokers dont really get equivalent breaks. I also resent, since smoking indoors is against the law pretty much anywhere around here, that the heavy smokers crowd every entrance and exit (and if one has two paths both of them) and it is not possible to enter or leave work without getting a lungful.
I do worry about the e-cigs. That nicotine is usually in a glycol solution. That can not be healthy to ingest as it is used in such things as antifreeze which can be deadly. Not to mention that the concentration of nicotine varies by brand and can really make you feel ill if you accidentally spill it on your skin. Long term effects worry me. I do not forsee myself using those, but at least they only have a little fruity smell and disappear quickly over real smoke.
Apparently the cartridge ones are pretty safe, but the refillable ones with the nicotine solution can be very dangerous, especially with little kids around. Apparently a little drop on the skin of a small child is enough to put em in the hospital in serious if not critical condition.
The way I look at it, nicotine is toxic and carcinogenic in and of itself, so they're not safe. However, you're losing the combustion, plus all the other additives, so they're probably safeR.