My advice would be to taste your beer. Buy some taster glasses and only do small quantities. You might find that you can handle drinking a little. Then move up to drinking a full glass. You should know what your product tastes like though.
If you don't want to drink, to hell with what people think, it's your life. Keep doing what your doing if it makes you happy.
If you don't want to drink, to hell with what people think, it's your life. Keep doing what your doing if it makes you happy.