I feel ya bra'. All the time and anticipation of that next batch, only to have it come out below par. Takes the wind out of your sails.
Anytime I do experimentals I always shoot for large batches to split. I experiment with part of the batch and leave the rest alone as a basic beer. That way, if the experiment goes vile, I still have at least some decent beer to drink.
So, get off your ass go brew and stop whining.
And put some fecking underwear on, your boys are showing.