Originally Posted by mikeysab
...but I can't help it.
I want so bad to wake up and just devote my whole day to my kids and wife and house, but .... I usually have a drink and keep drinking till the booze is all gone or sit around and think of how to get some beer in me to feel better.
I just feel that without drinking, my personality is different and undesirable.
I, an alcoholic?
I have to say Alcoholic. Sorry. But you're making the first step in realizing you have a problem of some sort. Get some help and good luck.
I agree with Bogus as well. Try just going a week without a drink. Tell yourself, I am not going to drink this entire week. If I cannot do it, I know I have a serious problem and need help.